It has been ages since I wrote. Looked at my last post and saw that it was about 4 months ago. But strangely it doesn’t feel like so long ago.
Tried so many times to find a suitable title for the post without starting off as depressing as my previous posts were.
I’m still undecided about what my blog is about now. The island girl is back home and so I am not sure if the blog title should change or not. hummm..but for now, guess I can leave it as it is until I find an appropriate title —>( the mad/sad/bad/but always interesting things that can happen while back home …still working on it )
So, I don’t usually wake up very early to see the sun rise. It has been ages since I have done that. But today, involuntarily ( my lovely sister decided that she didn’t want to be awake all alone at 5am and made a racket and woke me up), I had the chance to see a beautiful sunrise.
Still don’t know what to write about. Recently a friend, asked why I no longer wrote on my blog and she challenged me to continue writing ( even about things the are sad or depressing) and that later I can look back on all and see how far I have come.
So, here I am. Day 1 writing and hopefully looking back on where I have come from.
Not sure what to do today. I usually read at least 1-2 books a day. Emad suggest I try that a few months ago and I have actually read lots of books since then. Maybe I should start a book review:)
Actually wanted to go to the beach all week, cause it has been so hot ( thanks to Igor, Julia and Karl: Hurricanes if you are wondering) but due to health issues I have been stuck at home.
I actually miss being myself. I feel as if I’m stuck in a body that isn’t mine. I miss my bubbly personality and my energy. But only cause mom looks sad every time she looks at me and says I look like a walking shell of her baby, I try just a little harder to look like myself ( started combing my hair again…haha).
Anyway, hoping that this week will be different. That I will hear good news from the Dr and will soon have a job…sheesh..and can get back to being myself
